#2 Wedding Preparation

I'm making these for this week!

Chocolates as the door gift!!! I'm using compound chocolate though... because I'm too lazy~

Then, we started to pack them into small boxes. Each boxes contains two chocolates :)

There are still hundreds of chocolates to be prepare DX I'm so tired now...

My TBR Pile

This is how it looks like two months ago....

And this is how it looks like today...


I seriously need to stop buying more books. Haha...

#2 Zetsuboushita!

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I had this conversation with a few friends a couple times.

You see, I write fanfiction in fanfiction.net. There were several times when my readers would review and left me messages on my grammatical mistakes. 

like this...

or this...

I told my friends how I feel about my English level when my current beta approached me and volunteered to be my beta.

And this is how they reacted:

A: Why would they say that? Is their grammar really that good? Well... just ignore them. I think your English is pretty good.

B: Ignore them. As long as it (your English) sounds good (when you speak them). It's okay.

C: Let's register for English class! (When I told this to my mom, she said: Why would you want to study English? Practice more on speaking. You'll improve.) 

They're missing the point. I was really devastated  knowing that I haven't improve much in this matter. It's sad... Especially when you knew that your beta (or editor) is a lot more younger than you.

Zetsuboushita!!! 

My only regret is that I don't pay much attention in English class... (ＴεＴ；）

PTPTN

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I've been reading lots of news on PTPTN recently. News on abolishing PTPTN, the interest and etc.

I ain’t going to talk about politics here... I’m just going to write on how annoyed I am with people who refused to pay for their loan.

Sure... I was really lucky that my parents paid for my education. But a loan is a loan. The money is not yours. It’s as simple as that. I think every religion had taught that you should return what is not yours. (Come on lah! Agama mana yang ajar dah pinjam tak payah pulangkan?) Didn’t they teach that in morale too?

In the end, it all came back to your morale, religion, belief and decency. Don’t you think?

Interesting post on PTPTN @ Planet of the Monyets

p.s Excuse my rojak languages.

Everything and Nothing

I was thinking for a while about this...

I like doing so much things - like reading, foods, writing and many others.

So much things that I'm not sure what I wanna do or what should I focus on...

That leads me to think that there were nothing really special about me...

*sighs*

This is bad, isn't it?

#1 Wedding Preparation

Before

After

This is among what I did this week. Redecorating baskets (there were 6 of them). Not that there were much differences before and after. Haha...

Have I lost it?

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I’ve updated Falling Over Me early this morning – before I went to sleep. It seems that there were less and less reviews for this story. Maybe I really have lost my mojo?

There were a few critiques too.

I guess I kind of deserve that. I wasn’t happy with what I write for the chapter too. In fact, I was in dilemma whether I should update the latest chapter or not. Falling Over Me is straying to somewhere I didn’t know.

Zetsuboushita~

Maybe taking a break from writing until my brother’s wedding is a good decision? I should ponder over my weaknesses and improve myself.

Ahaha..  ＿|￣|○

Wish me luck!

New CDs

I received these today! Morning Musume's latest single, Renai Hunter and CheNelle's Luv Song.

I'm really happy and excited! I bought Renai Hunter [Limited Edition / Type E / Risa Niigaki Sotsugyo Kinen Ban]! The last single from Niigaki before she graduate from Morning Musume.

I actually pre-ordered the single in February. Much earlier before I heard the preview of the single! I'm glad that the song is amazing!

And there's Niigaki's cover of Egao ni Namida - Thank You! Dear My Friends - as bonus track. Niigaki sounds really good! I really like her voice! I'm going to miss her a lot when she graduate. （；_・)

☆☆☆☆☆

ちょっと日本語練習しなきゃ！

今日はCDを受け取る！

モーニング娘の恋愛ハンターとCheNelleのLuv Song。

うれしいです！

Song Inspired Fiction: Piano

Last time I've talked about my first one shot fanfiction, Time Capsule.

The second one shot was Piano, with Eriol and Tomoyo as the lead. I wrote Piano because a friend (my seatmate) challenged me to write a short story.

I spend the whole night writing Piano. It was written with pen and papers.

Now that I think about it. How did I managed to write 4000++ words in one night?

Piano was inspired from a six songs:  Never Ever by All Saint, Blame it on the weatherman by B*witched, I wanna be with you by Mandy Moore, Yoru no uta by Iwao Junko, Too lost on you  by Sugababes, and lastly, Before I fall in love by Coco Lee.

I like Piano as compared to Time Capsule. But reading them makes me realize how immature I was back than. Story lines, grammar and dialogues makes me realize how bad I was (My grammar still sucks).

Maybe I haven't really grow up?

Myself

I know that in the beginning I said that I'm going to make this blog so that people get to know me more.

But in the end, I keep on writing about stuff I did in everyday life. Which I think didn't help much if anyone wants to get to know me. Haha...

It seems that I keep on holding myself back from people.

I need to be much more honest with myself, I think…

My job is done!

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I updated my father's website today.

Updating was quite easy. It's adding in the code into each page that took me quite some times.

I'm going to try writing the new chapter for Falling Over Me.

I hope I wouldn't get distracted with something else. haha...

背痛

まずいです！
背痛が痛い！！

(This is bad!)
(Back pain is hurt!!)

51 days to go?

Busy! Busy! Busy!

The countdown on the whiteboard says that it's 51 days left till my brother's wedding! ∑(O_O；)

So much preparation to make!

But it's not that I do much with helping the preparation.

Except that I got promoted as my mom's driver :D

Haha....

And oh! I need to make thousands of door gift chocolate somewhere in April. I wonder if I can make it?

#1 I'm in despair!

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I'm in despair!

I recently am unable to write my fiction!

It's not that I haven't got the idea how to continue my fiction. It was more that I'm unable to develop the story and relationship. *sighs*

And a new idea for a new story been playing in my mind. But, I am convinced that I shouldn't start writing a new story without finishing my current story.

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