Thursday, April 7, 2016

Camp Nanowrimo + Updates

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I'm participating in April 2016 Camp Nanowrimo! 

I'm working on something new and something original. Although, the story might be based on my fanfiction, Love Song. It's going to be a romance/suspense story.

But it seems that I didn't get to write as much as I wanted to. There's just too much distraction. But still... I am making progress. At least, I'm 10% into my writing project. I should be proud of myself, right? 

I've deleted a few post on idol stuff from this blog. I think I'm going to make this blog into my writing blog, or something like that. 


Friday, January 1, 2016


Happy New Year!!

I can't believe that I didn't write a single post for this blog last year. Haha...

When I first start this blog (deleting randomness XD and opening up 絶望愛ちゃん, I was planning to write more about myself. But in the end, I didn't. I think, I posted a lot on my obsession with J-idols. I think, writing about myself, and letting others know me more is a bit scary.  Even to my family. Hmm..

I think I'm a bit weird. My friends seem to grow out from J-pop scenes, and none of them were into the fandoms I'm in. 

This year, I have to hear a friend explaining to another friend that Star Wars is a bit like Twilight. I mean... WHAT??? Twilight?

I like Japanese idols, I'm into 
And it is kinda scary that I'm still listening to Japanese idols, considering my age. Should I be listening to more mature song?

Also... I didn't really want the people I know in rl to know that I write stuff..  fanfiction stuff.

Friday, February 7, 2014

More updates

So... Here's the same old excuse for not writing/posting anything on this blog: busyness (and laziness?) I can’t believe I’ve been abandoning my fanfiction for almost 6 months. And I’ve got a few more book reviews to write and post on my blog.

According to my last entry in September 24, 2013, I have been busy babysitting my niece that I haven’t had time to write. And then, in October, I was getting busier with transcribing work, cupcakes baking and babysitting. I think I am almost gone crazy when I didn’t get enough sleep and all that. But looking back, it was fun.

Recently I’ve been posting a new chapter for WWF, a CCS fanfiction. It was hard to write again after abandoning writing for so long. I need to start writing again. Even when there’s no one reading whatever it is that I write. Ha-ha..

Tuesday, September 24, 2013


It has been months since I last posted anything on this blog. In fact, I wasn’t active in updating my food and book blog either. I’d like to think that I’m a busy person, although a lot of family and friends would have to disagree…

Anyway, I have been busy babysitting for my niece recently. Who would know that it can be quite time consuming? I haven’t been active writing or reading. This is of course, just an excuse.

When I first started zetsubouaichan, I wanted to write something (various random things) every day so that people will get to know me. But I’m a reserved person. It was quite hard for me to let others to get to me better. Haha…

Ah… I really should start writing again. But there is just too much temptation! DX

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Baby Hannah

Remember last year when I posted lots on my brother's wedding preparation?

Well, my sister in law gave birth to a cute baby girl last week. They named her Hannah. Look at her tiny hand! She's really cute!

Monday, February 11, 2013

Job Interview!

I went to an interview recently for a job as a lecturer. A culinary lecturer.

So I sat there in the waiting room, waiting for my turn to be interviewed and started to freak out about everything. I never really wanted to be a lecturer, you see. I'm not really good with teaching. I don't think I have the patience to teach. I could get mad whenever someone ask me anything. Haha...

In the end, I told my interviewers that I can teach even though my head was screaming 'what are you trying to do? You can't teach! Or lecture!' or something like it. My interviewers asked me to come again to demonstrate my skills to cut chicken and fillet some fish. I panicked. I must admit that I'm not really good with filleting or cutting chicken. But I told my interviewers that I will come again for that demonstration. I thought I could train for a couple of days for that demonstration.

I was quite glad actually when they didn't call me again for the demonstration (they did said that I'm a bit too young to teach someone about my age). Because I didn't practice at all. And I never really wanted to be a lecturer. It was fun to go in an interview once in a while though... 

Monday, December 24, 2012

Comic Fiesta 2012

I went to Comic Fiesta 2012 with my siblings last weekend. It was my first time participating Comic Fiesta. It was fun! but tiring. Haha.. There are lots of people! It was jam packed!

I found this person who cosplayed as Sakura from CardCaptor Sakura! ^^

And a cast of Hetalia! I didn't get to snap lots of picture due to camera's problem which was regrettable since I found lots of interesting cosplayers like Princess Leia from Star Wars, Syaoran from Tsubasa, and that beautiful queen of heart..